I've had similar feelings before Macy. You don't need to have a lot of friends. Just go out there and look for one person you can be yourself with. Try to avoid sitting in front of a computer comparing your life to that of others. Do your own thing. I used to feel like a loser a lot myself but I worked hard and saved money and now I have three bigass musical events this second half of the year, including the Artrave. and that's cause a year ago I was SUPER depressed because I didn't go to the Born this way ball. Just keep your head up girl and work hard. Don't let anyone tell you what's "COOL"make your own cool girl ;)