I used to feel that i was dead inside as well, so what i did i tried to find out what was the root of the problems for me to feel like that and once i found it i tackled it head on. I was sexually abused when i was a child the left me so insecure, ashamed, disgusted of myself because it happened 7 years later i managed to come to terms that it wasn't my fault and i couldn't be blamed for it so i forgave myself and now i feel amazing. So what suggest to you is to find whats bothering you and try to work through it with someone x if you need to vent anything out i am here for you :) i hope that I've helped x
Picture of me (taken probably one year ago) sporting my eyeliner look. Been so long I miss it a little.. I kinda miss my hair, too!
And no I'm not sober there, in case you were wondering