Budkin Sergei

I was born in 2 September. I don'r remember my childhood but I remember how my mum hated me. My dad leaved my mum in 2011. I was very unhappy. But I wasn't alone. My broher Den was born in 2009. So, my mum found a boyfriend. He hated my brother, I was trying to protect him because he was so small, hounarable and I really loved him. The boyfriend beat us every day. Once he broke my nose. But mum loved him very much. She always closed her eyes on what her boyfriend did with us. I couldn't put up with her indifference and leaved her like my dad. I moved to my dads new family. At first time I feel so depressed because I feel lonely, I missed my brother vert much, I couldn't belive that my mum prefered the boyfriend than me. I have been living with my dad since 2013. I have new mum and she really love me. But I miss my drother so much that noone can imagine. Pleace, give me an advice. Maby need I forget him. Pleace, help me!