dear gaga i don't know if you will ever read this but I want to tell you about my struggle from my past, okay so my name is katarena i am 25 and I have been struggling with drepression for over 5 years now and it's really hard for me to try to live everyday because when I was 15 I was almost raped and killed and that has caused me to develop drepression and this last 5 years of my life has affected me so badly its a living nightmare and everyday i think to myself I am worthless and that I don't derv to live there has been times I've broken down and wanted to give up and end my life there are days I can't even sleep at night because my thoughts bring back flashbacks of my memory of my past and it makes me feel so horrible about myself 😞 but when I think of you in my hard times you help me to push thru my pain and remind me to keep going no matter how painful my past makes me feel you give me strength to keep going and to be a strong little monster thru your music you help me to feel better and you give me a reason to live when I try to tell people about my past it makes me feel so ashamed of myself It brings tears to my eyes i feel like it's my fault because of what happened 😭 and I hate myself because of it and I will never be proud of myself for it so I'm reaching out to you on here because I know you love and care about your fans and I hope you see this anyways i wanted to say thank you for being such a kind-hearted person and i hope you see this and respond back to me because I really need you right now! it would mean the world to me if you read this and responded back I love you with all of my heart @ladygaga #ladygaga #gaga #littlemonsters #monsters #mothermonster