@monsterart
Because she won't talk to me I don't know where the end of Gaga's patience is, and because I'm still nuts (less so but still) I can't in good conscience apologize for anything except my hostility until I can figure out what happened. (I apologize for my raging anger which was unwarranted. I'm sure I could have expressed myself better.) I suspect the issue may be an extremely bad reaction to the recent increase in my antipsychotic dose. I took half a dose last night and saw a dramatic decrease in symptoms. I made an emergency appointment with my doctor tomorrow.
Anyway I'm still here and not banned for what it's worth. I myself am part of the LGBT+ community and I've made some art for it, but I suppose I should test the waters before continuing and sharing it. I am no longer suicidal and it would be safe to ask me to leave now if that is desired. I don't want to be in a place such as this if I am unwanted.
Thank you, Gaga and Gaga's staff. -V