So, I've suffered from a very severe case of scholiosis since I was a kid, and in some days my spine is gonna get surgery in order to be well in the future. I'm very scared, because I have never had any surgeries in my life and I'm afraid something bad will happen. I really love Gaga and I always listen to her music to feel reassured about my insecurities. I hope to get some support from all the monsters out there reading this. Thank you in advance.