Han11’s post

Wow it’s been a rough week. I just need someone to rant to. I need you guys. So prom was this weekend and it was utterly amazing. Going into it I thought the guy I was taking was talking to another girl but we were friends so it was cool. But then we got there and it was just us in a sort of special way. And he was not acting like he was talking to someone else. He was acting like it was just us. So then we talked all night and all the next day, but then apparently he is still talking to the other girl so he kinda cut all communication off until today and it’s just weird. He acts so funny around me now and it hurts. And then today we got our SAT scores back and I know a 1350 isn’t a bad score. But I got a 1370 on my last PSAT and it was just this huge personal goal. I just feel like I let myself down. Such a major disappointment. So idek what to do today. I’m studying for AP tests and there’s just this thought in the back of my mind that I won’t accomplish what I want with them either. And on top of everything my favorite teacher turned best friend is transferring to another school at the end of this year and I don’t know what I’m going to do without her. Ik you guys aren’t here to be my personal therapists😂 but it’s just been a rough day and I need my Little Monster family. Love you all and hope you had amazing days💕💖🐾

Sea Punk @SeaPunk28 7y

How are things going, Monster friend? Hope you’re having a nice weekend ✌🏼

hannah @Han11 7y

I’m doing alright, thanks! How are you darling?❤️❤️

@Han11 doing well, thanks! Just relaxing as much as possible this weekend 🛋 🥘

@SeaPunk28 Yes I did too. It was fabulous. Glad to hear you’re doing well!

Kelly@kelbo14 7y

I’m sorry you’re having a bad time!😔 trust me when I say SAT scores aren’t everything...5 years from now you’re not even going to remember your score! If you did your best, there’s nothing else you can do! I’m in year 6/8 of my doctorate program and I cannot even remember my SAT scores!!! It might seem disappointing now but you have so much to look forward to! Be proud of what you’ve already accomplished ☺️

Awww thank you!❤️

Hey girl. Don’t even feel like you need to apologize for ranting. This is a safe space where us monsters lift each other up! Well I’m sorry that your prom date has been acting all weird and awkward lately. Maybe he’s feeling guilty that he’s been talking to the other girl? Or maybe he’s just confused or whatever. But no matter what his damn problem is, just know that it has absolutely nothing to do with you. You’re just caught up in his flip-flopping mess. I hope you still had a wonderful prom night though— and you looked FLAWLESS AND ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL. And with your tests, you did the best you can and you garnered passing and quite good marks nevertheless. I know we all have that ideal score or outcome in our minds that we expect to get, and we get kinda bummed out when it doesn’t happen— whether it’s a test score, a shift at work, or even a relationship— we all have that idealized outcome. As long as you know you did the best you could and you prepared for it, that’s all you can really do. Be proud of trying. Be proud of facing it, regardless if it turned out perfect or not. The fact that you got up out of bed and kicked ass today is already a testament to your awesomeness.... I had a kinda low day today too. Really looooong day at work, then went to the gym but was feeling so tired that I hardly did anything, so I drove home feeling defeated, then some other stuff popped...

Awww thank you so much @SeaPunk28 ❤️. That helped a lot. I’m sorry your day was kinda crappy too. I’m trying to think about it like hey you made it through and the bad days just make the good days even better. Thank you for all your words of encouragement love you💖🐾💕

@Han11 yes we made it through another day. 🙏 That is much to be grateful for! Hope you have a good evening, and good luck tomorrow with your upcoming tasks. You got this!

Thanks! You go slay tomorrow too

Francisco @Monster_PT 7y

Everything's going to get better! Just believe in yourself and work hard and of corse gaga music always helps 😂 I wish you the best of luck! 😘

Aww thank you❤️ and yes of course I’ve been banging music on the piano and listening to her😂💕

Jade @jadey1998 7y

I’m sorry you’ve had a rough time 😔 Just think you can only go up from here, and it can only get better ☺️ Hope you feel better soon and your grades get better 💖

Thank you Jade❤️