@Maysinpure_Fans "For posterity"? What, are you planning to not be around for the posterity? You make it harder and harder to keep trying to ignore you. Nobody wants you to hurt yourself. Help is available and you are not the first or the last person faced with asking for it. It's OK to ask for help. If you're suicidal or in emotional crisis, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is 1-800-237-TALK ( 1-800-237-8255 ). No promises about @LadyGaga or the other Little Monsters, and I'm not a Certified Peer Specialist yet so I might not be good at being helpful, but I can do my best to listen too. But I really think professional treatment might help (in my not-professional opinion). Stay safe, and again, I'm sorry for teasing you. I should have noticed you were struggling from the beginning. -Vinny