I cried so much when I first heard that song 😿 Two years ago I stopped functioning. After a half year of looking for diagnosis I found out that I suffer from hard form of lyme disease. The list of symptons is incredibly long, because it can attack all body systems at the same time. Generally I am not able to go to shool, or even go out. I'm kinda chained to my own bed. Trapped inside my disabled body. I can't improve myself in my passions. Tho, I've always had a good marks, I didn't pass second class of high school. My condition is constantly changing, sometimes I feel good enough to go for a brief walk and sometimes I need to be feeded... It's humiliating. I'm only 19 and can't live my life. The level of ignorance by doctors (at least in Poland) is enormous as regards this disease. At least 15 'specialists' told me that I'm too ambitous, or just seek attention and that I'm mentally ill. Even if I was on the wheelchair and screamed for hours because of pain, their attitude towards me stayed the same. That experience cosed me trauma. Also my friends turned their backs against me, because who wants to hang out with a girl who's always lying on the bed and feeling bad? Lyme disease took gradually everything from me. I've been sick since I was like seven, but I didn't know that. First I couldn't sleep when I was really young, then I had problems with ponds. At the age of 13 I've lost my voice and had deep depression because of that- Singing it's my greatest passion. A year later I had an injury and I had to give up playing Volleyball after 5 years of training. But deapite every obstacle I was brave and was trying to find solution to my problems. And then, when I was 16 my life suddenly stopped. I assume if it weren't for my loving and supporting family, I would be dead by now. When I hear song 'The Cure' I feel like @LadyGaga is hugging me and saying it's going to be alright. It's so full of love and hope and that's exactly what I need. I always say this song is a pure love itself ❤️ I really want to say 'yes' to Gaga and hug her and also be the cure for her 😘 I've never shared that story, but I see there's a lot of compassion around Little Monsters family, so I decided to share that. Maybe it'll help someone 😊 #mystory #LittleMonsters #thecure #LadyGaga