Hey, Gaga. I’ve been really sick and tired of getting rejected all the time. I’ve just been rejected from getting into college, and am honestly undeserving of a college degree. I’ve had depression for five years and am pretty much prepared to live the rest of my life this way. No treatment has helped me. I’ve lost several friends, because people think depression is a giant pity party and I’m a party pooper. I’ve gotten rejected from a job that has been my passion for years because they think I’m some murderer, even though I’ve never wanted to hurt anyone. I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried so hard to be liked, and to accomplish big things, but I can’t even get out of bed in the morning. I’m up until 4 in the morning every night because I feel like there’s no reason to start my day and I’m living my life pointlessly. I have zero motivation to do anything, and can’t talk to anyone cuz they won’t take me seriously. My aunt told me that if I can’t stop “acting” like this, she would “leave me in my misery.” (I won’t say her name). I’ve had so many losses in life and one of those things is that I’ve lost myself. I’m too far gone. I’m sitting here on my couch in a pool of my own tears wondering when my next rejection will be, since rejection is all I’ve ever been good at. If anyone on this website think I’m making this up for likes, I say get on Google and look up depression. Depression is not a choice, it is an illness. Gaga, please don’t ever think I’m taking my problems out on you. I need someone who genuinely understands depression to help me vent and who will actually listen. Thank you.