Writing this with a heavy heart... It was supposed to be tonight after the first postpone. I feel sad and angry. Not because it's cancelled but because she is that sick and weakened by the tour. It's not fair that someone with a big heart and so talented and nice has to go through this. Not fair. Fuck. I was supposed to hear the strongest song The Cure, the bravest song Joanne and the loving song Million Reasons tonight amoung others. I was supposed to dance, laugh, sing, cheer with my monsters. And finally, I was supposed to see the light in your shining pretty eyes, see the love you express through your dance and hear the passion through your angelic voice : all that, once again. But I don't care about that anymore. I want to see her better, stronger and happier no matter how long it'll take. I love you and I miss you already @LadyGaga 😭❤️all my love and prayers to you. I wish I could fix you with my love... Xoxo, Emi. #LittleMonster #PAWSUPFOREVER