I've been feeling really sad over the past month and this one too. I just cried a lot and I didn't even know why. I was sarting to sleep just 4 hours, not taking care of myself, not speaking in school. I just laid in bed all day, wandering what is the reason that I'm still here. I just felt hopeless. I love my Mom more than anyone or anything in this world but talking to her was not an option. I know she has lots of problems at her job, with dad, she stresses a lot. Also I know she would be really sad tho, that I didn't talk to her in the first place. So I even tried these "depression chats" but people were fighting there and cursing and I didn't get to write anything, because I was afraid. Then I discovered this place. And people were kind - hearted, well-meaning, inspiring and awesome. I talked with you guys and you healed me. Just like Gaga did with her songs, because her music was my only source of happiness. I don't know if I healed completely or if it's just a happy hour/week but I believe I'm on the right way. This place is my second home. I love you LMs & Gaga💜 I'm so proud to be in this family, couse people are unbelievably nice here. So thank you again.