*Warning: this is about my crush (again) so if you are annoyed by that topic then don't read this.* i am thinking too much. i am feeling too much. i do cry at nights because of him. i feel like he doesn't care about me but saying things like "I don't wanna lose you" or "I have feelings for you too". everytime i ask him about his feelings for me, he tries to change the topic. i mean i told him many times that i'm into him. i feel like he's getting pissed off of me. he probably wants to get rid off me. (I told him so many times that he should be honest about his feelings for me and that i accept any response) what does he try to reach? i just don't get it. i don't like love. it's just a nasty little bith who wants to stab me in my heart. it hurts.