I was supposed to spend my 18th birthday in Berlin, having fun with other monsters and seeing the queen. I’m so heartbroken and disappointed we can’t make this happen but I’m sure it’s still going to be a fab day knowing how powerful, inspiring and lovely my idol is. Huge thank you to my friends and family, everyone who was involved in planning to make my birthday the best day ever, thanks to the team for the whole Joanne World Tour, you always slay and I love you all, thanks to monsters all around the world-here and on other social media for understanding and trying to make me feel better CAUSE YOU REALLY DID and I wish I could meet you all someday and say thank you to everyone. AND of course the biggest thank you to @LadyGaga for being the best idol on this planet, inspiring me everyday and giving me million reasons to live. I’m so thankful for having you in my life and I have no idea what I would do without you. Being little monster has taught me to never give up on my dreams. And I won’t. See you someday Gaga. PROMISE I’LL ALWAYS BE THERE. Take your time to rest, your health is the priority. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. #GETWELLSOONGAGA