Lady Gaga. She’s... Well my love. She has saved my life on many occasions. Her voice is more than soothing. She puts me in a state of being okay. I’m not crazy anymore. She knows the struggles in life. Her life has never been easy. She understands me in a way no else ever could. She doesn't know me but someone knows pain. She has taught me that I need to be myself No matter what. She taught me people are gonna judge and hate. But you can’t let them ruin your happiness. In my deepest darkest nights SHE out of all people saved me. She has talked me out things I would have regretted in the long run. When I see her I can’t help but smile. She makes my heart jump a beat. I see her... and... and... I re fall in love with her. Just saying her name gives me butterflies. This women is NOT a bad person. She cares for her fans like they are family. Well to her and I we are. She is my mom,best friend,life saver,day brighter and so much more. I can’t remember my life without her. She just is amazing. Her beautiful beautiful green eyes shine a pay. Her smile lightens the universe. She puts me in a trance. It’s like she’s there embracing me. Whispering softly with her sweet voice. “Madds, you will be okay. I’m here”. Now of course she isn’t. But that is just what she does. She has showed me that being me is the best thing you can do. Yes I am gay. At first I was nervous and in denial... But then I realize she wants me to love who I am. So She also has given me a different outlook on this world. I wanna succeed. I wanna be like her. I want to make people’s lives easier and happier. Because in fact she has done that to me. Billions of times. So Gaga. Thank you. Thank you for always pulling me out of my deep depression hole. I will always love you mother monster. I don’t think she realizes all the people she saves. I have cried because I didn’t get to see her in concert. No one understands how important she really is. I could be crying my heart out. But as soon as she comes on. I’m okay. All of my pain is gone. I have something to be happy about. I have a million reasons to walk away but she is in fact my good one to stay. Always has been. I grew up listening to her. I’ve always been attached to her. Just don’t as much as I am to this day. She is so young and gorgeous. She’s not mentally insane. She’s happy. She is just. Well more than perfect. A life without her would be no life at all. Loosing her would be like loosing a big part of me. I probably wouldn’t live much longer. She is my heart and soul. One day she will know that. I can’t wait for the day I can hug her. Tell her how much I care. Tell her everything she’s done. I’m so happy to have a role model like her. She is an amazing person. I strive to be like her. Maybe one day I will. Maybe one day I will meet her and my life will be complete. One day.. And I can’t wait for that one day. She gives me hope that everything will be okay. That one day I will be happy again. Some way some how along the way. She's done stuff for me no one else has ever done. I’ll see you some day. 🧡 So um what I am trying to say is Lady Gaga made me strong and I wouldn’t be here today without her help!! So thank you @LadyGaga I’m not doing this for attention!! I’m doing it so she knows us little monsters care.