Beautiful sentiments. She IS your angel. My mother's name was Joanne. She died 2 1/2 yrs. ago. She told me she'd be my guardian angel when she died. I believe she is always with me. 💕
I lost my dad to Guillain-Barré Syndrome when I was just 4 years old :( and now I am almost 40 years old and still dealing with his death. I was daddy’s little girl and it was so hard to grow up without him. My heart goes out to you and your family. @LadyGaga
I though I had to share this with you. when you said one night that losing Joanne changed your father and that you wondered if you ever actually met the real him that really awoke something in me. like something made sense. my father lost his mother when I was 1, and his father when I was 8. he's also highly medicated for his mental illnesses and left my mother when I was 5. my mother said to me once, "I'm sorry you never got to meet him before all this. he's just not the same." in a way I feel as if I'm imposing on him living with him now. I know he loves me, but I can't help but feel like I'm not enough and it hurts when I see him everyday not being fulfilled in life or happiness. i hate this feeling and I feel guilty for feeling it, but all I wish is that I could fix him and bring back what he lost.
Can't wait to see you perform tonight! We're right here beside you no matter what. Good and bad, thick and thin. We're extremely proud of you! Have fun tonight! :)