"I just... I just fuckin' losing everybody." This was the most heartbreaking, the most difficult, and the most emotional sentence I ever heard in my life. And it is not a movie, or some TV show, this was real pain, reaction which came straight from her heart and soul, after that phone call. So, after watching this documentary, I asked myself why all these bad things are happening to her. Why she must live in all this pain, suffering, inside and outside. The worlds nicest, most beautiful, and such a perfect person does not deserve all this. And not just thus, she doesnt deserve anything bad in this world, not a single tiny thing. And this is the moment when we all can see her true pain, and her struggle with so many things. This documentary is impossible ti watch in in one sitting. It contains parts when it needs to be paused to take a break, cigarette, drink or whatever. It has so many heartbreaking moments. "I just fuckin' losing everybody" part crushed my world. I wont recover from that part in weeks. I needed to take a 20 minutes break to continue to watch. And just when I took strength to continue, part with her grandmother and Joanne on phone came. That moment when her father went out from his chair was for me the best, the greatest and the most powerful part in this documentary. I couldnt watch it in my room, so can you imagine how was difficult for Joe to sit there and listen that song which played on phone. Any normal person would and will break into tears, and he probably was, but he didnt want to be recorded while crying, so he went out. And that scenes when she was healed, all that massages, needles in her neck, her tears. I felt so bad, watching her in that pain, and I cant do anything to help her. Awful feeling. And even she is in so much pain, she told in one part that she is feeling bad for people with same health issues, and she is sad because they cant have and afford care like she has every day. One more sign of what kind of person she is. When she is in all that pain, she thinkins about other people and their peoblems. In one part she said that someday everyone will leave her, she will be alone after all, but she has so many good friends, beautiful family, they are always with her, they are so happy together. And after them, she has us, and she will always has us. Us, little monsters, and she will never be alone. This documentary was such a brave decision from her, to let her fans and people all around the world to see a part of her private life, usual activities and this fight with health issues. All big stars in music world are hidding their private lifes and things, afraid from worlds reaction, but Gaga let us to see her like we are there, with her and that is incredible. Also there are funny stuff in this. I really like that part in cd shop. She was so cute when she made a mess in that cd stand. And when shop manager realised that she is Gaga. And right after I thought sad parts are over, now it is all about fun, Sonja Durham appeared. My God, that was so emotional, when she and Gaga hugged. Also, I must tell that this us not professionally recorded documentary, done with 20+ pro cameras, microphones, with all crew and hundreds of people behind it. This was not edited for thousands of times, had not worlds best lighting, just to show to world that how perfectly the job is done. This was recorded just like we are there, in every moment, no chance for second try on some scene, no repeats, just going one. What happens, happens and that is a true power of all of this. Just like our friend records us while we shopping, eating, or anyyhing else. And because of that we can imagine ourself like we are with Lady Gaga. Like we are the closest friends. That is beautiful. I had that feeling. So special thanks is going to Chris Moukarbel. Man, you did a perfect job in this. Magneficent work. I thought "Amy" is the most emotional documentary I ever watched, it is excellent, but now, FFT is number one. This is so touching, heartbreaking and strong documentary. Gaga is now even bigger person in my eyes. Bigger, stronger, more beautiful, and I respect her even more now. I hope she will recover as soon as possible, and that she will get through this with less pain. It is not fair when she suffers. Nobody deserves this pain, especially Ladu Gaga. So thank you Mother for giving us this story, thank you Chris Moukarbel for perfect work in every single minute. Stay strong @LadyGaga I love you, I will pray for you every day, and support you till Im alive. Love you, and love all @LittleMonsters 💖💖💖