Gaga I'm so proud of you and everything you have achieved! I really pray that your chronic pain will be cured! I myself used to suffer from extreme chronic upper back pain that started from around the end of 2010 up until around the middle of 2014. I used to cry myself to sleep and just wish I would die so I'd be put out of my misery. My pain doubled when I started experiencing severe stomach pain. I think whatever was causing my back pain spread to my stomach. I didn't know what was causing it. I didn't know why it was happening. The doctors didn't see anything wrong that should be causing the inflammation. I went to physical therapy but that did nothing to help the pain. Eventually a doctor found tiny little cracks in my spine that he called micro fractures. I tried my best to do whatever I could to fix the pain. At some point in the middle of 2014 the pain slowly started going away and was alleviated. I really feared it was going to kill me but I guess the micro fractures healed and the inflammation slowly went away and it just ran its course. To this day that was the most painful experience I have ever went through. I really pray they can find a cure for your pain! I know your pain is caused from something completely different from what I had and that you suffer from being borderline lupus. It hurts me knowing your in pain!!! I hope you feel better and I love you! 💜