About one year ago I was getting my first anxiety crisis. Today is 1 year since I'm taking pills everyday just to live like a normal person. I used to get crisis everyday. I was frightened of stay in home, frightened go out for a walk in the street, afraid of get the subway and to see people going to their jobs and have a rut. I tried to kill myself for the third time in my life. I used to go to church and get on my knees praying, asking for Lord to stop this, to take me away from this life. For the third time in my life I was giving up. I lose 10 pound. I used to stay for more than 24 hours without eat anything, just drinking tea to stay calm. But now I'm feeling great. It's been more than 9 months since the anxiety crisis has stopped. Now I can focus on read a book, listen to a song, go for a walk with my dog (things that I couldn't do before) and today I'm CERTAINLY FINE! Life is awesome and I just want to celebrate it. Gaga helped me a lot! Now I even have a YouTube channel! If you search on google by "Angelo Armiliato" you can find this! There's even a video about my bully experience. And I'm going to my second Gaga's concert in Rio de Janeiro! Sorry about the bad English, I'm Brazilian PAWS UP, MONSTERS, AND DON'T GIVE UP! NEVER! Just dance, it's gonna be okay! 😉 #anxiety #Joanne #ARTPOP #bornthisway #pawsup #PawsUpBrasil #Brazil #BrazillianMonsters #littlemonsters #art #Gaga #LadyGaga