
RuthieStardust @RuthieStardust
To Gaga and monsters
To Gaga and monsters
Hello guys I really wanted to share some words with you today through a letter I wrote for @LadyGaga and I thought I'd share it here so I can try to inspire you all to continue to be so brace and unified because unity is one of the most powerful thing we can achieve together xo
im not about to tell you how you feel you know i dont know you im just an averege 18 year old from the middle of Scotland and I don't know anything about fame as I am not famous(although in my own eyes i feel like i am =).But to me it seems its the greatest set of keys in the world and it sets you free but the thing is its a multiple key and so it sets other forces free also you know people are free to follow you everywhere and touch you and shout at you and industry's are free to treat you however they want especially as a female in this industry i feel like sometimes people forget we're human.Once fame&pop free you,you cannot dictate what else it will free and so you are never really free to be yourself in a way you know because as soon as you get the tag "celebrity" theres this insesent presure and wait for the next thing to happen all eyes are suddenly on you and you can never be the you that just casually wants to get drunk and sing in bars you know it is your duty to take all that attention and do something make an impact that is going to leave a possitive message and as much of an opertunity that is sometimes you want to go back to before the fame.You get so sick of feeling like your art and your creativity is no longer yours its like it belongs to everyone else and you have to fight every day to change and evolve in order to ensure they never own you because once they do thats it and thats why your smart because you i dont want to say let go because every era and art peice is a part of you but you find ways of expressing parts of yourself in different ways as you become inspired by the world your life and society and because of that constant change and evolution the fame monster can never wrap his hands around you fame never owns or defines you your creativity your artistry and your Soul do you are ur heart&mind like anyone else and that's the only way u can survive and keep yourself but then the back fall is you cannot ever go back to that bar or that shop and be the "normal" you because the world sees you as what you are currently evolved to be and they don't see past that no matter how you try to tell them and i know what it's like to feel that isolated you know i haven't had a friend for around 7 years except for one but even that one friend I can't talk about my passions like art and theatre and music because that's just not what their into and my point is i get it you know thats why i really wanted to write this letter and as well as that I know you have also gone through a hard time with your relationship and I'm not about to ask you know are you single now do you love Taylor and so on because that's private and I don't feel like it's my place to make you feel like you have to talk about that especially in a difficult time.I would like to also take this time to discuss the superbowl i really hope that gave you joy and made you feel like the queen you were born to be.
Its not often i am lost for words but this was one one of thouse days where i am struggling to fully filter what i just saw.I have never seen anything like that in my life it used futuristic technology to bring people closer together through the interaction of lighting,sensational theatrics with the way you dove into the stage,and the flames,the drones acted as an aura which called out into the darkness of the night and brought America together and in fact the world together.This was not a show it was a conversaition i feel that tonight the world was listening and you were singing and that you were listening and the world was singing tonight we finally created a space of unity and happyness a space of freedom and i know that non of this would be possible without the increadible people that go into every aspect of the show from sound to lighting to makeup to outfits to props to choreography to volcals to all of it everyone has worked so hard for this moment tonight we all connected through music everyone in that stadium and in that connection we slowed the universe down you know in this day and age everything goes so quickly and in a snap of a camera the moment is over so we take a moment and any pain you feel or anyone else feels I hope we can all heal even if it's just a little bit and I hope we can take a moment to rejoice in our own pain and make that pain beautiful again I hope we can heal a part of the world.That night the night of the Super Bowl I saw that in the fans in their spirit in in your spirit in the dancers they all looked free and thats the greatest thing you can give to the world so im inspired to from this day on give that gift to the world i know what i want to do with my life and that was it.'plant your vomit and make it grow'.The final thing I just wanted to tell you is that you don't have to paint on a smile and take selfies or be a perfect goddess you can just be stefani and we will all smile and sing and cry and i hope that tonight we continue the beautiful bond that is engraved into all of out hearts we stand together to celebrate to change the world and if you ever do see this then firstly im sorry its so long oops.Secondly it woukd mean the world if i could share my lyrics i wrote with you but i understand if you dont want to.