I open this tumblr where Suvivior can share their stories, to be an inspiration for otheres.... " I was 8 or 9 when, my couses raped me a first time.Then he start a blackmail to me and start to do again and again (every day, every week ). It all lasts more then 5 years. I cant tell no one about it, not my parents, not my friends, because im from the country where thay cant believe me or they will be accouse me, maybe beat me. I was scared to tell someone whats happening in my life. No one can imagine what it mean, how is that feel. A lot of time i think to do a suicide, 2 or 3 time i decide to do but i dont do it . Becausei was think im strong then ever i’ve been, im am Brave. I can stand up. It wasn’t my fault. But life was a bed surprise for me. I cant imagine that its not the end. When i was 17 i was raped again, but this time with two straingers… It was a shocked for me But that time i wasnt alone. Gaga came to my life. She makes me to be Brave. She give me a hope to Live. When i listen the first time “ Till it happenes to you” i start to cry. All my bed memories came back, i feel the same what i feel in that times. “ Now im 24. Im beeing shame to talk about it here. But more then 10 years i close that inside of me, but now i cant, i know. I will be have a lot of supporters, who are can stame by me and im sure im not the only one who feel this on his skiny.This is why i open this tumblr to share stories of Surviviors. They are can help each otheres.They are can be an Inspiration. Gaga start to be my inspiration and now i want to be for You. I hope my story can give HOPE for someone to live. That now IM ALIVE , Im talking about it here, im thankfull ONLY HER…. Thanl you @ladygaga I know. my English is to bed. But i think i try to tell my story.))) " p.s. This is my story... imasurvivior.tumblr.com/...