To everybody else, she's a popstar but to me she's so much more. Shes "mom" to me because she was there with the peroxide and bandaids to fix the bumps and bruises so to speak. She taught me to be myself in a world that was constantly telling me I wasn't thin or pretty enough.
She loved me unconditionally even when I didn't feel worthy of love. She was my strength and caught me when I fell after my world came crashing down and it felt like I couldn't get up again. Most importantly she just loved me for who I am. Call me obsessed but they don't understand that she was there when nobody else was and she loved me when nobody else did.