I'm sorry for your loss.... 😢 I had a Cat too passed away last year and it tore my heart apart coz he's a dear and wonderful Black Cat (named Mr. Yoda) .. I know how it felt, and the process was almost difficult but at time, my heart Is healed and I got through... and He is always in my heart forever....that is, I have had believed He is Happy now in Pet Heaven... I do believe Bella is well and at peace now there too.... and hope for your heart... will heal too... sending all love ❤❤❤ 🐱🐈🌻🌼🌸