Sometimes I just wanna give up on everything. I just feel useless, I notice that I am completely alone, that I am not essential to no one, that I dont have no one person who wants and choose to be with me. I recognize I am useless in this life. I just wanna give up, I feel too much tired to keep fighting. I dont see reasons to try to be strong anymore. And then, hours later, after crying alone in bed till fall asleep and wake up, I see a new picture of you smiling or just being this sweet. Oh baby. You have no idea how you make me feel better... How much hope you put in my heart just by exist. I love your existence. I just love. I am absolutely sure that in these moments God is using you to save me from the darkest wishes and thoughts. I love you my angel. Thank you. #mothermonster #inlove #littlemonsters #monsterlove #monster4life #ladygaga #webelongtogether @gaga #love #thankyou #myangel #God #life #darkness #thoughts #poetry #sweet #cute #LG5