Don't be just like that, try to clear your mind, imagine your mind as a rippling water, you can't see your reflection clearly right ? but if you give serenity and peace of mind, the rippling will stop and you'll see clearly, just like in your mind. If you just stop thinking too much, you'll see what are you looking for.
Listen to yourself. Who do I want to be? How do I want to be remembered when I die? Who are the people that I admire most? So in the most peaceful part of the night, answer to yourself what fascinates most. What is that thing that moves you forward and you can't stop seeing. You said that you are at art, drawing and painting and studying graphic design. So join these things together and make a revolution in the world.
Kris :D I don't know about you, but in my honest opinion your art is killer, you really are talented in this field of work. I know art is very subjective but for me personally I love your style of art and art form. I'm not sure what your other interests are but trust me you are full of potential ;) all the best 💜
at something you must be good :) Listen to yourself and don`t limit yourself, it might be something super super super "normal" to you, something you do in your everyday life. Something must be there what you like! Or at what you`re ahead in the game compared to others. Calm down, silence your head and just focus on what you`re doing. The same was with me, I was not happy `till i figured out. Now I wouldn`t change and give my "ARTPOP" away for anything in the world.
I kinda have the same issue but I know what I want to do...the problem is that I feel captivated by my school and that stops my creativity and passion....I also think alot and I try to finally make a step into the right direction. Try to do as many different things as possible to figure out what interests yourself ;)
I'd be you I'd just "try" things. Sometimes you just need to "let it go" and jump. That said, I agree with Tim. When you need to think, just think. But if you're bored of thinking, I feel like it's time for you to try something.
I wouldn't say that thinking is a waste of time. Waste of time is doing something that you don't want to or that you find useless
take your time. sometimes we need time to overthink our reality and our life