ninabella’s post

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Hey monsters. How are you all? Hope you're having a good Saturday. I'm not feeling great (as usual). I just feel constantly depressed because of my back pain. It's hard to be positive when life is nothing but negative. I hope my second x ray results come back clear. I don't see the spine specialist till the end of July. All I can think of is suicide. I don't want to live my life in pain. [[lm.sad]]

A-tee@teequeen 10y

Beautiful

Michael Draxl@max9 10y

i will stay here, till the natural end will come, coz im corious, whats going further...will the pain leaving me, or or Ends it in a disaster?...dont know, but i will stay in hope and try to make the best out of it...hope you will have a great sunday...im sending you respect, understanding and love...hope you will find the way out, without selfharming or suicide...wish you the best of all, honey...

Michael Draxl@max9 10y

hi Nina!..yesterday it was saturday, the pain was terrible, but ive trying to make the best out of it...i had met friends for a Barbecue on a wonderful sea and we laughed a lot...actually life is not possible without painkillers and in my mind growing up the old toughts...how shall this going on, shall i jump from Europa Bridge, or shall i shoot in my head i know this toughts about the last 34 years...but i dont take this thoughts serious....and i dont feed them...

Black Tiger aka Ghost in Place@berntigerx37lm 10y

Hello, i am fine :) <3 :D

samraus1317@samr1713 10y

Never leave me I luv u. [[lm.heart]] [[lm.pawsup]]

Lily@monster4love 10y

Let me tell you something , first of all I pray for you every day to heal because I love you and believe in you , secondly I know how it feels to be depressed and suicidal person I used to be like this before but since I've been here on this site the monsters kept me happy and gave me hope of life and I'm still thankful for @babygaga16 till this day she stood beside me along the hard times I'm a Littel monster and my job in life is to spread love and peace and to protect the ones who feel alone , I can't see you suffering [[lm.sad]] it hurts me as well as it hurts you , and when it comes to suicide it's about ending your whole entire life the life your parents spent a lot of time and effort to rise you the person you are a beautiful nice person and also think of the ones , family and friends who loves you And would do anything to keep you happy it will break us if you died , I'll try to give you a tip ( people will always will judge you so never give a shit a bout what they think or what they say [[lm.badkid]] [[lm.badkid]] cause baby you are beautiful and perfect in your way ) [[lm.heart]] [[lm.heart]] [[lm.heart]] , please don't give up I beg you to stay strong and fight for your dreams and goals in life

Narine@melkonyan 10y

Hey beautiful, stay strong!) no suicide. [[lm.heart]] [[lm.pawsup]]

Hector @hrmarioman 10y

There there @ninabella . I know how you feel for your back. I can feel your pain. But I don't want you feel sad. I want you to be happy & live. I don't want you commit suicide. Because..... Because it hurt so much... :'( Remember what dear sweet Lady @gaga left you a comment when you post a song called Smile from Charlie Chaplin? You were happy & crying she left you a comment. I will never forget that day. For 4 months ever since I join this community, I always look at your art & cannot stop talking about you. I even share my brother @maxredpanda took look at your beautiful artwork. We both love your artwork. You have talent, compassion, caring, & luckiest little monster we have. Without you Nina, nothing will be the same. When I post to all #littlemonster & the LGBT delicate that song is called True Colors by Cyndi Lauper. This is one of my favorite song when I was 16. This song is about people are feeling depress that you believe people are let you down, feeling weak, & felling you not worthy. And one person, is support you everyday. That person is shine the light & push the darkness inside you. And feeling happy & positive. Then the rainbow shine to your heart with compassion, health, support, caring, friendship, & happiness. This song is delicate for you @ninabella . Not just you. I delicate to @mon5ter . I delicate to @mikaylamonster . I delicate to @bloodymaryne ....

ĐƎ∆†Ҹ + © (aka Joe)@jme 10y

Ugh, I hate reading these types of post from you. If I could only wish your pain away. Your life has so many positives. Just try to focus on the good Brown Eyes. ("") ("")

Helina@venushelina 10y

Hope your results will be good! But you definitely can't think about suicide. When my grandpa was alive, he often asked "Why the God doesn't let me die?". I know how hard for him was living. He had a terrbile lungs disease, so he couldn't breath for some time. When that day came, when God took him, we all were extremely sad. I was furious... Why him? Usual death makes us sad and depressed. Suicides are thousand times worse. So try to hold your head up high. You're going to get through this! I believe in you :)

Barbara Bush@barbarabush 10y

I hope you feel better soon. [[lm.cross]]

dia2015@dia2015 10y

In your place I would try to find solutions and not to let the pain to win the battle. Maybe one day you will be an inspiration to those who face the same problem as you. There may be medications that can relieve your pain.Remember that there are no other like you all over the Planet. You are Unique but the pain is not unique, many people experiencing it...I send some good thoughts for you...

Staga@gagalovescocoa 10y

My day was amazing, thanks for asking. How was yours? :) <3

Mandy@jon2127 10y

Take it one day at a time Nina. A cliche sentiment I know but you gave me the courage to carry on, and I hope I can help you too. [[lm.pawsup]]

I'm Marco@marcovq123 10y

im fine thanks sweetie and you?

durmusxtarim@durmustarimm 10y

stay positive we are beleive in you ! you can do it , we are always here with you dont give up 💪🏼

~JudaS~@takemetoyourleader3 10y

oh girl hope you get great news. stay strong never give up we love you we re with you <3

Hyūbāto Kun 👽💀@mon5ter 10y

Please don't do that we would loose such a good and lovely person. Me and your family would be very sad. Please just don't do it! I can't say anything else but that.. Please.. :'( .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.

Marya@marya4gaga 10y

ure beautiful stay strong girl no think of suicide please :***

R1chi.@ristej 10y

I know that feeling when you have to keep up with the negative things that life presents to us, and beside that you try to be positive as much as you can but you can't and you're looking for the easiest way to just kill urself. But that's not an option, just think about if u do that how many people would be broken by you( the closest to you, all of us LM, Gaga etc). Just stay strong and no matter what STAY POSITIVE! There's nothing that could help you more than being positive. If u need any help just text me, I'm here for u. Lots of love & hope for the best! 😘❤️✌🏻️