Lately on this page i see a lot of negativity. I used to be negative person as well but than i crossed the line cause i started to be unhappy person. Depression is something with what you can not deal on your own, it is not shame to find proffessionall help. That is the second step, the first is to admit that you have a problem. When you search help you made a huge step, and i call that bravery. Cause you are willing to change your life on better. Depression is a very serious thing and started to taking so many specialy young lives, cause most of people who are suffering from depression are scared to ask for help cause they are scared of other opinions. I know that cause i was one of those people who were hiding and telling everyone that "i am okay, i am just tired", but inside i was dying and starting to thinking about my own death. Suicide is not bravery, bravery is started to fight against it. Now there is a BIG difference between real depression and "depression cause of likes". I don't wanna offend anyone here, but i saw some post by some people ( i don't wanna give any names, and i DON'T WANNA OFFEND ANYONE ) who just wanna likes and attention. Posts like i am gonna to kill myself please let this Gaga see, are really a thing right now obviously. Gaga can't help you, or monsters they can give you only support to get some help. I really know what depression is, and i don't wanna than anyone going trough that. But there is the way out you just need to find that "light". I asked for help, my friends supported me, i enjoy in literally every moment cause i don't know what is gonna be tommorow but i know that i will not get another chance to live this life again. My mom is gone, she fullfiled her mission on this earth and she would be really dissapointed in me if i give up, cause she gave me this life to live him and we are all born with some purpose and on God's image. I enjoy in little moments like laying on the grass with my dog, listen to some music... I really appreciate every moment God gave me. So people be happy, start to seeking happiness in little things cause they are actually the biggest one. Treasure every moment like is your last cause you never know what tommorow brings us. I wish you all amazing day monsters, enjoy in this beautiful sun up there. I know that my mom is smiling to me right now cause i found my sun after so many rainy days. I love you all. Kisses from me and Ice [[lm.heart]] [[dog]]