thats very beautiful sweetheart. its gonna be ok i promise, im always here for you! we all love you and support you! *pretty will be the photograph i leave...laying down on famous knives so everybody sees...bleach out all the dark ill swallow each peroxide shot....someone ill know could love and save me from myself...* you've definitely loved and saved me from myself, i can only try to do the same for you :}
Im so sorry about youre friend, this is beautiful though. If you need to talk please feel free to message me, i lost a friend also, not from suicide but from cancer, either way its really hard and i understand what you are going thru.