So yesterday I had this all planned that my mom was going to be picked up by my grandma and then grandma was going to pick me up for the wine fest. We walked in, I was SO exited for crafts and wine. I never thought that everyone would be staring and glaring at me and judging me. I was wearing a skirt and a nice top. It was like I was a circus freak. I thought I looked fine besides the weight I want to loose, lost the love of my life so I gained a few .. Okay?!? This is why I am moving about two hours away. I hate the white people here they are so ignorant. And I'm wearing the beautiful necklace I bought.