robodude212’s post

I need some support.

Sorry I haven't been posting lately. I've been going through some pretty rough times lately. I went suicidal and now I'm scheduled for counseling. The reason for this is that I lost a friend to suicide and I feel so alone and worthless now. I don't know what to do without her. She was everything to me and I want her back so badly. I wish I could just hear her voice again and be able to give her a hug. I was debating on taking a picture of myself, but I decided it was too painful to see myself like this so I posted a picture of Gaga instead. So I'm sorry again for not being here. I guess I just really miss you guys and need your support through these troubling times. It would mean the world to me if you guys saw this. I'm hurting really badly and need some support. Thank for being so wonderful and I'll see you guys soon! Love you all so much! P.s follow me on Soundcloud @alexlambert #fanart #art #monsters #monstermonday #gaga #music #love These people asked to be tagged: P.S if you want to be in my tag list comment below! If you don't want to be tagged anymore let me know! Tag list: @laurakorf @monsteradvice @monsterkindness @gaga @hausofgaga @bornthiswayfoundation @xemma @amygrimessuxx @bloodymaryne @xanderartpop @kizzy4464 @valari4 @littlemonster1 @breezy.barbee @brunodetoulouse @sita @dyllannicholas123 @domeniclm @epod @joanladygaga @jeremyn @tygeren @neddy @dollychops @rojinsahindal @bethyboo @noah35954 @moyrr @lizs30 @fashionlove9 @brettgaga @lylalittlemonster @ladygagafreakk @annibornthisway @shx @cheesychipseater @mrgagaloo1 @tryme @curtissmartin @ukdyl94 @eduardobogantes @emma0226 @yskiller @monster.miranda

Emil Lagerquist@sweviking 10y

I bet your friend would want you to be nothing but happy and live a long and healthy life. So live your life just that way, live it for both you and your friend! life is HUGE and there is so many roads to walk. Lots of love <3

Emma Bakos@emma0226 10y

I'm so sorry. Be brave. [[lm.pawsup]]

Christian (Dolce)@gfunicorn 10y

Alex, I feel sorry for your lost, but you gotta move on for your friend, suicide or feeling sad wouldn't be what she wanted you to do, just keep in mind that she's in a better place, that crying is not the answer to your problems and that there's people supporting you, that cares about you and that wants you to be happy, not only us, little monsters, Gaga too, and your friend too. Hope this helps you threw the rough times. P.s Sorry about my grammar.

steve hendrix@hendrix 10y

I am so sorry I hate hearing that with time it will get better. My best friend committed suicide long time ago I still miss him that was over 40 years ago I wish I could tell you something to make it better. Stay strong

Luv Bug@glitteryalien69 10y

Hey hun, if you need to talk im here. You are strong <3 and im so sorry about youre friend

oli@olioliro 10y

Hey! You are beautiful! You are amazing! (I read some of your posts, I am not lying.) You have so much to live for, and even if times are hard, life can always get better. (Please dd me to your tag list) You always have the lm community here for you. You will live an amazing life! You will overcome!!! We are all here for you!!!

cole hutchin@cole100 10y

It is also good to talk to the people around you it helps a lot [[lm.pawsup]] [[lm.pawsup]] [[lm.pawsup]]

We all are here for you you are not alone stay strong and know we all have a purpose in life even if we don't know what it is yet and we all are beautiful and special. I know it's hard just think about all the good times you had and think how she would want you to live and how she would want you to be happy not sad. Honor her by fighting threw this and coming out stronger than ever. Don't worry you can message me any I lost my grandpa but I try to stay strong and think about the good times we had together. It's hard sometimes but I know you can get threw it it gets better even if it seems like it never will :) watch some lady gaga speeches on her grandpas passing just search something like that on YouTube her speeches really help me a lot stay strong and hold your head up you'll go far! [[lm.pawsup]]

MaikG@gasimakis 10y

[[lm.heart]] [[lm.heart]] [[lm.heart]] [[lm.pawsup]]

▲xelle ♪♫@axellero 10y

Hey I'm sorry about your friend... Just keep in your mind it's not your fault... It's normal to be sad when you just lost someone dear, it takes time to get through this but you can make it ;)

💀@johnnyartpop 10y

If u need whatever please dm we can be friends :)

shmexi@rafaagustingama 10y

Many people miss your friend and many people wish you well, God Bless and take care!

I´m sure many people miss your friend, like you do... Please take care of yourself and g

littlemonsterhelp@littlemonsterhelp 10y

I am so sorry you are enduring this pain right in this moment but, this pain is not permanent and despite any religious beliefs i believe personally we will always see those again who have parted from this earth. Your friend would want the best for you to see you strive and smile and conquer I understand when we lost Jamey I had spoken to him many times he defended me from many bullies and I felt the same and it hit me you can take that legacy their words their bravery and run with it you can create moves of passion that will change the world you are so brave to even type these words out because ultimately admitting pain CAN be the most painful thing to do. You are worthy of life and happiness and everything this planet has to offer you, gaga would be so proud keep fighting monster you have an army behind you no matter how hard it gets you've got that monster blood in your veins you WILL and you CAN withstand please notice in moments of sorrow methods of coping whether it be watching a gaga video or reading or painting these things can make moments of distress into something beautiful. We love you, we believe in you, we notice you

G@rgfe 10y

I was crying as I read that. I lost a friend recently too. He didn't die but he betrayed me online and I'm still really hurt, because he then acted like nothing had happened when I saw him in real life. I've felt quite depressed because he was the first person I told that I like Gaga, up until then I was too scared to tell people because I thought I'd be mocked. So we're going through this together. But you're doing the right thing going for counselling. I hope you end up alright, you're in my heart. Paws up [[lm.heart]] [[lm.pawsup]] [[lm.pawsup]] [[lm.heart]]

Janu Steyn@janukie 10y

Jacob Rowden@jrowden22 10y

I'm really sorry you lost your friend. You'll get through this. I know it can be hard but just try to keep a positive outlook on life and things will turn out for the better. Just remember that everyone on littlemonsters.com is here for you. I wish you all the best <3

NinaBella@ninabella 10y

Hi. I've been depressed and suicidal too recently. Why don't you check out my recent happiness posts? Maybe they'll give you some induration on how to be happy right now .

Steve@hauslaboratoriies 10y

Heyaa! Can u please checkk my new duet? littlemonsters.com/... Thank u and sending kisses!Steve