i loved the message and maybe its not too late *** #iamnotjust sick i'm suddenly dying*** i dont know if i should hold on for one more day, i know i'll end my healing track this thursday and according the psycho i should be better , i should be stronger and feeling diff at this point, but i had and i'm having so many ups and downs and it looks like if truly im not gonna get better, im giving time to the time and im trying to look forward, im trying my best to dont feel like this,but my body is weak yesterday i bled almost a liter and 2 days ago at school same, even i fainted and my soul is full of anger , do you know how many vases have i thrown to my door? 2 and if we count the ones from today 5 ,i dont know how did i turn from one of the cheeriest people to this, maybe the divorce thing the thing that maybe i wont pass this school year and many other stuff that is bohering me , all i do really need is a shoulder to cry on, but i feel like if i never have one .i guess that i will keep loosing blood and strength