IDK WHAT I'M LOOKING AT BUT IDC! So as many of you already know, my brother and I had tickets to meet Gaga in Berlin on October 9th but during the show I had an epileptic seizure so I missed everything. In the last couple of weeks I contacted so many people and asked them if I could meet her at another show but no one cared. On Friday I got an e-mail from a woman who organized Gaga's show in Vienna and she told me that she talked to her management and that I could meet her on Sunday. At first I thought that was some kind of joke and I was so speechless. Yesterday I got to Vienna and now I'm just gonna tell you the important stuff. At 11:30PM me and like 20 others got in a room and I was sitting in the front row, right in front of Gaga's chair and today at 1AM (I think) she walked in and she looked flawless! I could see her boobs omg. 😰😏 She was like "How are you guys?" but no one said anything and I just kept staring at her. 🙈 We were allowed to ask her questions and tell her personal stuff. Some people asked questions and she sang a bit of a David Bowie song. After half an hour or so I slowly raised my hand although I was SO SO nervous and she was like "Okay I can take two more questions." and she smiled at me and was like "Yeah?" and I was like "Um I just wanna tell you something. I have epilepsy and it's so hard for me to deal with it but you're the reason I'm still alive so I want to thank you for saving my life." and then I also told her that I had my first seizure on her 26th birthday and that it totally upset me even more. My voice cracked while I was telling her my story because I got emotional but I tried not to cry. She was like "My dad has epilepsy and I know it's hard. Sleep as much as you can. You can never get enough sleep. Many people have to deal with other diseases so always remember that you're not alone. Be like "You know what? Fuck it!" Do you take medication?" so I was like "Yeah." and she was like "Ok good don't forget to take your meds and do things you enjoy. You can take a bath, relax and listen to your favorite music. It will go away. Maybe you will have more seizures but if you take your medication maybe you'll never have one again. Who knows?." She said more but everything's in a blur so I can't remember all of it right now. At the end she was like "I'm thinking of you." and gave me a sad smile. The whole time she was really listening to me and she didn't take her eyes off of me (ok that sounds weird but you know what I mean). While I was talking to her I was shaking SOOOO hard and my eyes were filled with tears. After the group talk was over, we all left the room and we got in one by one for the picture with her. I was still so nervous and shaky but when I got in I gave her a hug and we took 4 pics and I left the room. I miss her more than you can imagine. She's been my female idole for more than 6 years and no one will ever know how much I love her. Let's just say it was the best day of my life. #artRaveVienna