I am in too much pain.The worst part? Only thing keeping me from a better life is money.I can't afford the back surgery I need.I can't afford the injections I need.I can't afford to replace my knees.It takes all my strength to make it to tomorrow.I have a LONG, LONG list of ailments.Severe chronic pain sufferer, every second of every day for 12 years I've been in terrible pain.Too poor to make it better.I live in my bed, I only leave the house when I have dr appointments.I never see my friends.I never have fun with my son.I can't even read to him anymore.I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I can't take it anymore. #MonsterSupportMonster #monsterhelp #MotherMonster #gaga #bornthisway #littlemonsters