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Body revolution : Day 1 !
Body revolution : Day 1 !
Hi monsters !
Those pictures were taken today, just after my jogging. This is my story. I've been depressed about a year ago... I passed through hard times, self-harm, etc... My past haunted me. But in September, I've found someone, who became my boyfriend, and I was completely in love. I thought it was true love, because we were mad about eachother, and we lived something very deep. But then he broke up in October, saying that he didn't loved me anymore. And so my mind blew up. I was lost, I didn't know how to react or what to do. I kinda felt depressed again, but my friends were here to help me, and I fighted to not drown. I started smoking Mary Jane more than cigarettes. Then time passed, and I began to feel better. I wanted to change. It was in December. I did sport everyday, because I was furious about my ex. And my anger permits me to run in the morning or did bodyweight exercices. But my anger wasn't enough, and it disapeared, just like my motivation. I smoked Mary Jane again, during five months. Then Summer came. And here I am today. I know I had to move on. And I will fight again, against my sadness. So yesterday, I was smoking my blunt with my bestfriend, and we talked a lot about our future (we want to live together during the university.) I decided to start a body revolution. I gained weight because of smoking weed and being depressed. I want to prove to myself that I CAN change, and become someone better. So, I planned this : I'm gonna run every Monday and Thursday morning, and I will do bodyweight exercices every Tuesday and Friday. Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday will be my rest days. I will try to post every day of sport something, where I will explain my feelings, and what happened. My journey is starting today, and I want to share it with you, my family. I hope it will great ! Thanks to my friends, Gaga, and you monsters, for making me strong. Thank you for reading my post, love you all monsters, and never give up on your dreams ! Don't be break in the name of love ! Sprend joy and love everywhere, just as Mother Monster taught us ! PAWS UP ! ♥
Song of the day : Marry The Night - Lady Gaga (youtube.com/...)
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