Today I need to listen and sing the song "Hair". This song really expresses how I feel right now. This is the second time my parents threaten a gay friend for talking to me. My two facebook accounts and my skype have been hacked by someone working for them. They control me everything I do on these social networks. Everything. My parents make me believe that I ruined their marriage because I want to date boys . They tell me they are sick because of me. They tell me that I ruin their Christian ministry. This is still very difficult for me. All these situations hurt me. After I found out that my friend was threatened. I had to tell someone, I started to love, that I may not contact more with him for fear of my parents to bother him. It is really hard. In the place where I live, many young people do not tell their parents they are gay for fear of anything happen. And I really understand them, I go through many difficult situations because I told them I fell in love with a boy and I wanted to be with him two months ago. They took my phone, they did not want me to have internet. They wanted me to leave my college career. And they threatened me to stop paying me my career if I continued with my lifestyle. I know the situations I'm going through may not be compared with what some of you has passed. You sure went through harder things. For me it is not easy to just leave my home because sometimes I feel like a little child unable to achieve. I just wanted to express myself a bit and I appreciate this opportunity to do so. I think I just have to be patient and hold on until things change. Don't you think?