Before I give you my little story for today, I just want to clarify that I am not a degree holding therapist. I am only going on my personal experiences (which may be too much still times). I am only here to help someone see the light from the bottom of a pit that one may seem to not be able to get out. With that being said..... My children were talking this morning at how wonderful their principal was at school. Immediate flashback....when I was in grade nine, we were dirt shit poor. My step- siblings were young, my step-father had left and we had nothing. There was something that I needed for a class, and I could not get it. I was going to fail, and I accepted that. My vice-principal called my mother in and long story short I ended up getting the stuff I needed. A while later, I had learned that my mother gave him a blowjob in his office!!!!! I did not know who to hate more....my mother for embarrassing me and getting a wrap that I was a whore like my mother? Or my vice-principal for allowing her to do that?? Eventually, the VP was gone, but my mother was not! I still had to deal with her!!! The teasing began in school, high school nonetheless, and this was the beginning of my suicide attempts, and it was also the beginning of my long road to finally be accepting of my experiences, forgive, and be stronger than ever! The teasing at school was relentless, and when I was 17, I could no longer deal with it, and left. Running away does not help, as it was only a temporary solution. Forgiveness, is the solution. It took years of therapy, journaling, and more suicide attempts all because of what my mother did and how those kids were cruel. But look at me now!!!!! I have learned acceptance, forgiveness, and how to love myself!! And now, I have an awesome Monster family, and I wouldn't change a thing about my life!!!! I love you all and thank you for reading today! Love and light!!! XOXO #ProjectYou #loveyourself #bornthisway #strentgh #soulcleansing #gaga @gaga @cotero @timxoc @monsterkindness @ vampfaye @laurakorf @littleinigo @Ana Maria Germanotta Buus @ardawan.bijan @kellijaneholland @yaaaasyulingyas @RadioARTPOP @kennedi @populove @hamoizami @magda