No! love yourself and know that you are not alone. we all are special and beautiful in our own ways. we also have a purpose in life even if we don't know what it is yet. you can message me anytime! YOU ARE NOT ALONE. You have all of us paws up monster friend don't worry things will get better even if it doesn't seem like it. I watch some lady gaga speeches they really help me out alot. I believe in you! you will be fine. paws up monster friend