Monsters Hello I wanted to vent a little, I feel so down, I feel as if no one cared about me, even my friends. I do not have many friends, and few of them come to me, but sometimes only seek when they want something. I've thought about suicide thousands and thousands of times, but I have no courage. Sometimes I feel lonely with a huge emptiness inside me. There were many times I felt a "whatever" in people's lives. Whenever I feel alone I listen to the songs of Gaga and I feel relieved. [[lm.cry]]