we are here for you. yi u are not alone. stay strong and know things will get better even if it doesn't seem like it. :) we all have a purpose in life even if we don't know what it is yet and we all are beautiful and special in our own ways. stay strong you can message me anytime :) I am going threw some stuff too I watch some lady gaga speeches they really help me out a lot. dont worry :) things will get better stay strong monster friend paws up :)