paulineorssaud’s post

Welcome home, Little Monsters.

I'm a loser

I've been to this school since 2 years. A friend make a party for her birthday, she invites all the class except me. She even make come my old crush who've been away to the army. She knows I have feelings for him and still don't invite me. I thought I had friends, the worst is that I learn that my group of "friends" go out partying almost every weekend without me, without even telling me. They pretend they care about me but I'm not very funny these days, sorry to have a depression. But with all that I get worst. I've been living a lie. Maybe they thought they make a good action hanging out with me... I'm so depressed, I feel lonely and ashamed. Going to school will be so fuckin' hard now. I'm afraid that now the truth explode I will be bullied... @gaga help me. Please [[lm.sad]] [[lm.sad]] [[lm.sad]] [[lm.sad]] [[lm.sad]] [[lm.sad]] [[lm.sad]] [[lm.sad]] #depressiv #depression #nofriends #alone #lonely #Loser

Citty@citty 10y

i want to say sth about the second pic...why does everybody thing that being a looser means that ppl are laughting at u...well im feeling like a looser but not cuz ppl are laughing at me but they r totally ignoring me

DARRAGH FENNELLY@7gagamonster 10y

we all lose and we all win doesn't make us winners or losers just people competing to survive

Charlote Bittencourt@charlotebitten 10y

You shouldn't care for this kind of people. I'm so sad for you :( I was bullied in my old school, but be strong, you're a little monster and here we love you for who you are <3

Daniel Alberto @wastedspace 10y

I can't believe such a strong warrior like you is doubting himself.

maxixd123@maxixd123 10y

You are not a loser..little Monsters are always there for you..and give a f*ck what this "friends" do or what they think..you are perfect because you were born this way:)

monsterjujudl@monsterjujudl 10y

Stay strong monster☺

Nicky@bloodynicky 10y

You have to concentrate on yourself and be strong, people love strong personalities, eventually they will reach for you and learn something from you. That worked for me when I was in school, after 9th grade I just didn't care anymore if someone loves me or not I was myself and didn't give a fuck and after some time those people who treated me like I was no one, started to call me out and now we are good friends for couple of years already. So just be strong and show them that you have your own life and it doesn't matter if they call you on party or not. You have to be a mystery for them and then they will show interest for you, and when they do, don't turn away :)

Debbie Segal@gagasplaything 10y

If you need someone to talk to I'm here

Debbie Segal@gagasplaything 10y

You are a great person and the problem belongs to all these people who are leaving you out ! They are trying to get a reaction from you . Don't give them the satisfaction . We are all here to support you !

▲xelle ♪♫@axellero 10y

On dirait, malheureusement, que ce ne sont pas de vrais amis... Tu peux peut-être essayer de changer d'établissement, ça peut être une solution pour prendre un nouveau départ, montrer la meilleure facette de toi même et faire de nouvelles rencontres, avec de meilleures personnes... en tout cas tu n'es pas seule, je suis avec toi ;)

neilcruz74@neilcruz74 10y

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Jewels12@jewels12 10y

Monster you are not a loser! I know it is hard to deal with people like that and you are forced to be around them because you have to go to school with them. You are strong and brave just like Gaga says. Please know that their actions are a reflection of them not you. I love you little monster, you are my little monster sister and I want you to be happy :)

seth@sethb1 10y

Hi Pauline, I've rowed that boat before, look when I was depressed my friends did the same thing! People don't know how to deal with that, and I was a negative person then. Negative isn't fun and its not just a switch you can throw, if your in situations that create negativity like abusive people than make it priority to change it or leave. But you've got to reprogram your thoughts to positive and upbeat, it takes time. The best thing you could do is get with artsy people, and be positive and sweet like honey!!! Hope I could help!! I had old family issues that made me negative when I was your age and if you have any serious family issues you've got to resolve them first.

xx@ajk273 10y

You cant believe your a loser but you can believe your a monster, Paws up baby, High school is only one speck of the life you will lead. And that life will be a winner

I'm Marco@marcovq123 10y

you are a winner

Lady Emelia (G.U.Y)@emelia 10y

What truth will come out? Firstly you aren't a loser in any way, shape, or form. @gaga would say the same so get that notion out of your head. You're a winner! If your friends are making you unhappy more than they're making you happy, then I think you should move on and find people that value you as a person and a friend. I know what you mean when you say you're tired of fake people. I think it takes a level of maturity to not be suppressed by societal standards and a lot of us monsters have that while others don't. So whatever you do, don't let them get you down. Why should you worry about them thinking you're a loser when they're out partying not worrying about you? To me it sounds like they're using you. I've been there. I just recently ended my only friendship for that very reason. I still don't have new friends, but I'm SO MUCH happier without her in my life. I'm not telling you to just stop being friends with all of them, but my advice would be to just reevaluate those relationships and determine whether or not you want to keep putting forth such effort. Also remember you're not a loser! I think you're super cool. So paws up monster!

Williamsmith@williamsmith 10y

YOU are NOT a loser. Keep your head up and stay strong :) <3 [[lm.pawsup]]

Cláudia SilvArt@claudiasil 10y

You are not a looser. You just haven't found the right persons to be your true friends. Be brave. Fight for what you believe. You are not a looser.

Yeguitop@yeguitop 10y

@paulineorssaud you aren't a loser, you are a winner, you a a warrior, remember that, you are not alone in this world, you have us, the little monsters, this wonderful family, you can find support in each one of us, be brave and stay strong monster, paws up

cookielove@cookielove 10y

Stop. The reason that they don't invite you to join them is not a reflection on you. It's a reflection on their value of your friendship. Trust me, I had friends who'd do the same. I thought it was my fault but it wasn't. They were too blind to see how good I was and took advantage of my good heart. If you continue to feel this way, please check out my blog cookiesayshello.wordpress.com