I feel so depressed today :'( Im crying watching the videos I took & I just miss it so much & I felt like I belonged and so accepted it was the best thing ever ! I waited backstage of the arena & Joe walked passed me twice I didn't get to say anything because he was in a rush and I was sadly talking on the phone :( One of Her dancers walked right past me but I didn't know his name so I didn't say anything to him either.. The stage is really big in person and I have no idea why anyone complains about this tour it's honestly her best to your to date and for me it's better than The Monster Ball ! I can't explain how Beautiful it all was and seeing gaga for the first time finally :') I didn't meet gaga because my mom didn't didn't want to wait at the back of the Arena :/ I was so close to meeting her The monsters were waiting in the back & I was alone My friends had left already so i didn't want to wait alone so I was like a couple of feet from the other monsters their I can say my life Feels complete now I really wish I can see more artRave's but I know I'm not going too :( This is my photo so please don't steal it