This concert freed me. On June 30th 2014 i became a different person. I became myself. Ive always had depression and issues with my body. I went to the artRAVE nervous as hell. I was wearing basically something more revealing than i have ever worn before. I left not giving a fuck and embracing my curves. SO many people said I looked just like Gaga and that I was beautiful. I cried the entire night. It was embarrassing honestly ahhaha. I sobbed my eyes out during born this way.It was my first time seeing her live after waiting 6 years. It was unforgettable and so freeing. I feel happier, more loved, accepted, and i love myself more. I made new friends. I danced. I cried. I sang all the words to every song. I did the choreography to almost every song and had the time of my life. She pointed at me during G.U.Y and i touched her wig during MANiCURE. Asiel winked at me during Bad Romance. I met Bobby Campbell and pet Asia while waiting outside. It couldn't have gone better. the only way it could would be if i met her. but i'm not complaining. I'm determined to meet her at the next show i go to. but overall. It was a soul changing experience. It brought a new part of me out that I didn't know was there. I'm finally comfortable with who i am and the skin that I'm in. I like who I am too! I never thought me, the depressed girl that hated everyone and tried committing suicide multiple times could ever be like I am now. Gaga, Thank you so much. SO much. You changed my life all over again. I love you. #artpop #gaga #bornthisway #Selfies #ME #ladygaga #applause #ARTRAVE #artravema #artravetheartpopball #Artpopball #love