Hey Mother Monster. I need your comfort more than anything right now. My parents always point out my flaws and never tell me that they love me. I know it sounds kind of stupid and that I should be able to pick myself back up, but I've been trying for 12 years. I feel like I shouldn't even live if I'm that much of a burden to them. I feel like I don't belong. It's one thing if it's a friend or just a stranger, but having your own parents shun you and hate you is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. I want them to be proud of having a son. I want to love them, but it's so hard. I'm literally crying while I'm typing this. It would mean the world to me if you read this. This is not for attention. I just need love and support. @gaga @laurakorf @amygrimessuxx @hausofgaga @bornthiswayfoundation @xemma @monsteradvice @monsterkindness @kizzy4464 @valari4