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Depression: Please Read

Hey monsters, its so strange, everything in my life is perfect on the outside, but on the inside I feel like I'm running into a brick wall over and over again. I can't get out of the pain of losing myself at such a young age. My ex-boyfriend really screwed me up, and even though its been 6 months, I still can't go a day without thinking about the horrors of the abuse I went through. I think it's causing depression, which scares me more than anything. I don't want to feel sad or angry anymore. It's killing me on the inside. The good news is I have someone who wants to give me a record deal, which is very exciting! I'm very grateful for all of you, especially @mikaylamonster you have been my friend ever since I joined this site. Thanks for reading monsters. Paws up. @gaga I love you.

Lily@monster4love 10y

im really sad for u , i want u to know i used to feel the same but u the one who really helped me and supported me , i'll stand beside whatever happens , cz i cant see a wonderful amazing person like u suffering , im here whenever u need me , and no one could screw u if u still believe in ur self , dont ever give up , i hope u go through it , and tell me when u see a psychologist . P.S i love u and believe in u 100%

Lily@monster4love 10y

i'll tell her but shes in coma, i'll tell her after she wakes and she'll be so happy for u

Lily@monster4love 10y

Grace if lmfao11 road this she'll cry really hard and be sad for u as she sees u as a close friend for her, before she goes to hospital and swoon ,she was saying that shes being blessed because she has got a friend like u and this whole community and loving lady gaga , and she'll always support u in this site and pray for u in the reality , but now shes laying down in the hospital , i really hope u go through this issue and u gotta see a Doc and take meditation , and god bless u and be with u

HarleyMonster@mikaylamonster 10y

Aww honey I know that feeling of running into a brick wall over and over again :( It's not fun it at all, it can be really discouraging. It sometimes makes me feel like "what's the point in living if I keep running into this shit?" but I've found that if I just keep thinking about all the reasons why I want to live (making art, being here for my beautiful friends and loving them, loving @gaga , listening to music, playing piano and singing, swimming, chasing butterflies, finding a girlfriend :p ), it gives me the power to jump over that brick wall and find happiness on the other side :) Also you might want to try meditation, I just started and so far it's helped me heal a lot on the inside :) I love you Lady Grace, never give up, there is always hope! :* :* <3 <3 <3

Levialty@levialtybornbrave 10y

Hello Grace ... Luckily I don't know how abuse can make you feel like ... But I know how depression can make you feel like....Depression is not The Fame Monster ... but it's a Life Monster .... I'm still fighting against it and it's not easy !!! Maybe a lot of people told you this,about abuse,but I want to repeat this to you: IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT HONEY !!! It's not your fault ... It's difficult to "accept" but you have to try to do it and when you will "accept" ... well, you can ...not forget but, you can try to file what happened to you... And PLEASE if you keep being sad ask for HELP ... There's nothing to be ashamed!! Remember it !!! If you need help You must be helped, and don't think about what people say ... cause sometimes they simply don't know or they are stupid... they don't understand !!! And please Dear Grace if you want to talk with me or if you want a NEW MONSTER FRIEND to talk with... just write me a message ,also now !!! I'm here for u ... we're a community not only to talk about Gaga and what she does, But also for help who needs help !!! :D PAWS UP MONSTER FRIEND Hope you'll be better .... ALWAYS SMILE YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND STILL SPECIAL :D <3 P.S. I'll wait for your message (if you want) and sorry for my English (I'm Italian) Love u Kiss Kiss <3 :D :D

MonsterNick@nicolasrrom 10y

Raven Wing@brownmixedchick 10y

It's ok, monster. There's life beyond this pain. HMU if you want to talk, I'll follow [[lm.heart]]

Lady J@bambihandsome 10y

I know how you feel. Yoga. Riding bikes and writing helps a lot. Make time for yourself that's the most important part of healing. Also, find a great counselor or therapist. I have just found a great lady. She's dredged up a lot for me in a short time but it's things I need to look at and evaluate and work through. Thing with past partners and a lot of abuse in my life. You'll be okay. Sometimes in life you need cheerleaders and sometimes you need someone to walk along side you. When it's the darkest you can't see anyone but they are there so don't shut them out.

Chloe Anne@chloeeeanne 10y

I have depression, too. I agree, seeing your psychiatrist can help your brain help yourself, but I totally know how much it sucks because you can't help it. I'm sorry that you went through so much difficulty 😰 and I'm sorry for the pain you feel inside. Put the pain in your music, it helps get it out from the inside in a helpful way. Love you monster. [[lm.pawsup]]