my name is Noelle, im 19 and I came alone from Brazil to Paris just to see Gaga at the artRAVE and try to meet her. I just love her so much and its my biggest dream. I was on a perfect place to throw all the gifts that I spent months doing, but I felt very weak and I couldnt stay there for too long. I tried to hold on but it was worsting. After Breed's show I went to infirmary and I bought something to eat. After that I was better, not pretty good but better. But the securities didnt allow me to back to my place, I told them my history on a short version and I told them how much I love Gaga but they are very cold, they dont care to anyone. So I lost my perfect place and I was on the background. I tried to back to the front but it was impossible, so many people.. I just wanted to cry I prepare myself during so many months to that day and everything just fell down in 1 second. I stayed in front of the piano, and 3 monsters left me very sad. One of them pulled me very strong and it was purposeful for any reason. And the other two.. the girl pulled my hair, and the boy told me if I did what I was doing I'd have to left that place. I was scare so I stoped. What I was doing: I was trying to make Gaga see my message for her, it said "make my dream come true: let me be your gypsy princess tonight". And im also sad because they laughed at me when I tried to throw the gifts on stage and it fell very far. I hope you see this post @gaga you never see my posts here but its a important one for me. The show was perfect, I was very weak but I stayed there til the end because you make me so happy, you make me feel in a way I cant explain. My biggest dream didnt come true but I saw Gaga and I think she saw me too, I really hope. I was there not because Gaga is famous or rich or because she is LADY GAGA. I was there because she is one of the most important persons in my life, she's the light in the middle of my darkness, she makes me smile during my worst moments in life, she helps me every single day to fight w my depression and w the darkest part of me. She's my everything, I just love her so much. I hope I can hug her someday, I really hope! Ps: im sorry about my english, I tried my best @gaga @asilove @tarasavelo @breedlovenyc @faspiras @lacee #ARTRAVE #artRAVE #Artraveparis #artraveparisbercy #artraveparis3