I KNOW THE FEELING, MY BIRTHDAY 18 IS COMING UP AND I WANT TO BUT NOT AT THE SAME TIME BY THE WAY DON'T HATE ME BUT YOU LOOK LIKE IF YOU GOT 20 YEARS OLD :)
I understand you Monster! I'm 16 and I don't want be older :( But I think every age has got good and bad things. You just have to search the good think of every age :) You will find it! Be patient :)