I know that i said that i'm going to leave the site and i was ready for it, but i didn't because that means that they won. In life i won so many battles, and i am not born to be a quiter, i am born to be brave. I wouldn't leave the site because someone doesn't agree with my opinion and view of the life, but i was ready to leave because that comment was really ugly and mean that it hurt me. Like i said i respect everyone's opinion, even they don't agree with me and they leave me a mean comment, but when you wish that "my mom die already and that i stop with my stupid story" than it becomes my problem.I read all your comments, but i made a desicion to write a post.For me this is probably the worst time in my life, and every comment affect me on his on way, positive or negative.And like i said, when i'm doing my best to save her, and someone wish that she dies, i wonder myself:"In what world we are living?" I am tired, but i can't sleep, i am hungry but i barely eat, i wanna do something for myself but i don't have any time....And this was my safety, YOU monsters listen to me, and i felt that i can open myself, you are like my personal diary but public.So situation with my mom everyday is changing...sometimes she's bad, and sometimes she is not that good, but i am dealing with that.The point is, i woke her up, and she started to recovering, but today she was really bad, because she had temperature but AGAIN i didn't give up, i did everything i could and i was telling her about what you guys did, and how much you love me and her, and she said:"THANK YOU"... But i talked with the doctors a few days ago, and her disease is slowly taking her, and started to affecting other organs. Maybe she will need a new kidney, and mine is perfectly match, and i am ready to give her if that could save her.Than i will win another battle, i don't care. My video was about that you have to believe in yourself what you do,and never give up. and i trully believe in myself and i will do EVERYTHING to save her, so i could spend a little more time with her. I am ready for every challenge in life because nothing can suprise me anymore, beside i am happy that there is a hope to save her, and i am glad that i could do that, for my mom. MY LOVE FOR HER, doesn't have limits! When i trully care for someone, i am ready to do everything for that person. Some people ask me:"Don't you scare the surgery?" NO, I AM SCARED OF losing people i love, that is my biggest fear!So i made a video but i'm afraid to post it, but i hope that you guys learned something from my story, if they told you that there is 5% of chance for survival, fight for that until you see with your own eyes that really don't have so much hope. I am sorry, about my posting by leaving the page, but i was really low yesterday after that ugly comment, and he really affect me, but i said to myself that mr.nobody will not to bring me down, it would be mean that he won. Like i said i won so many battles in my life, i will win this one too. Never lose hope, stay strong, fight for what you believe, and don't let any soul in this planet that tell you that is something impossibole...the easiest way is to give up.We are all born with some purpose, and in life you get so many things but only ONE set of parents, and i've done everything to save my mom, and i will fighthing for her, myself and people i love. thank you for your support and leaving me a beautiful messages, and comments, it means a lot to me. And again sorry by my negativity by leaving the page, but that was really hurtfull comment. Thank you stay strong, believe and spread love! Love you guys <3 P.S. My mom only could say thank you, but i am sure that if she have a strenght more, she would say a lot of beautiful things, but i wrote this on my hand, i am just fulfill her wish :) [[lm.pawsup]] [[lm.heart]] @andypires89gagaa @laurakorf @monsteradvice @dreamingofgagaa @littlemonsterdestroy75 @gagalover1 @mk171103 @dreamingofgagaa @joanladygaga @eddy.fillon @laeti.j @godalberth @rockylev @tantesui @johnmonster1998 @mh1998 @koonsgaga @littlem80454600 @alexandraaaa @frednglt @isabelbakergermanotta @alejandrogerm16 @federico97 @chruchprayer @carlo.patricio.castro @gagafanmonsterx @toaster33 @monsterrm @murci @juandavid.costarica @kikivg @kevinvanlaere @tryme @nikimonster @susanaw @lauzie1 @vanylovesart @tilen @gmancev @roland.winchester @elmothompson @chruchprayer @marrobv @isabelbakergermanotta @sheena15 @monsterrm @orangesands4 @freedmyself @gagafanmonsterx @freedmyself @marrobv @alejandrogerm16 @gagalicioushooker @ojira @mh1998 @kizzy446