Hello monsters, @gaga , i know i have posted about this before but i really need help now. even though i was never truly diagnosed, because i was afraid to admit it, i had anorexia for about two years because of an ex-boyfriend who commented on my appearance. i went from 115 to 135 pounds, the weight i'm supposed to be, seeing as i'm almost 5ft 10in. im healthy and happy on the outside, but on the inside i still struggle everyday will the mentality of "oh my gosh, i need to lose weight" or "i need to workout." its a hard thought to get rid of. i need help finding myself. @gaga you inspire me to love myself no matter what, but its just very hard to when all the girls around you are always talking about how skinny they are, or how fat they think they are when they are really perfect. they also talk about how they only eat salads, and how they need to stop eating sweets. its hard not to feel pressure, even when it isnt directed at me. to all you monsters, its so important to love who you are, inside and out. keep your paws up. [[lm.bornthisway]] [[lm.pawsup]] #BodyRevolution2014 @mikaylamonster you are my inspiration.