I suffered with depression for three months earlier this year, a time in my life I don't wish to revisit. I couldn't cope with who I was, and as a result I became two different people. I used to transition from these two personalities, almost simultaneously. I didn't know who to turn to. I didn't realise that maybe I was becoming suicidal, wanting to end my own life for those around me, the people that left me, people I called 'friends'. I'm not saying I didn't have friends...but I felt so alone. I hadn't got it in me to carry on with my life, nothing seemed to work. But then I was given a lifeline. I got given tickets to the artRave for the 15th of October this year. I was determined to make sure I lived for this experience. I stopped staying indoors and met new friends. My life began getting easier but I still wasn't recovered. I somehow managed to continue with my life. I finally went to the artRave with my mum and it has literally, changed my life for the good. It was easily the best night of my life. No, I didn't meet Gaga, but I got front row on the floor and Gaga looked at me at least four times...I was saved. I'm not a highly religious person, so throughout those dark months I couldn't go to church or reach for someone. But now I'm recovered, I can help you...I'm not well-known on here but send me an inbox if you need anyone at anytime. I've been there and I've managed to share my story, something I rarely do. If you are contemplating committing suicide or hurting yourself, please don't. You will get through this...I am living proof that even the weakest can become the strongest...❤️❤️❤️