I put this picture where my mom holding me i was couple month old i don't know, but i love that picture. Before visit, at home i wrote this letter to my mom. My mom today fall in a deep sleep, and she maybe never wake up. Yesterday she was so happy, and she had her happy moment, and i wanna thank you all for your support and love you gave her. I read a letter to her even i know that she probably didn't hear me... so i wanted to share my letter with you. Dear mom, You were always with me, you gave me a glance, first kiss, first hug. You were proud of your child, and remember:'' And your child is proud of you.''. Proudly on everything you've ever done for him, thankfully I was and always will be. He admires you, that you're doing everything to him to fulfill his every wish. You, who was awake many nights because your child was sick. That you're feeding him, molt, learning letters and numbers. That you've played with him, taught him the first steps. That you're offered an opportunity that little creature that lives, to see the world with his green-brown eyes. To you, which nobody in the world can not repay you for the generous support, to help when we needed it most. I am aware that often make a mistake, and that their actions hurt you, but know that I feel your pain and know that I'm sorry for that, because you did not deserve any bad sentence or a bad word, you did not deserve to cry for me. You're always first with your warm arms wiped my tears, my pain put away, protect me from those monsters that children tend to dream. You did not allow anyone to hurt me, and never let even today. And thank you for that, Mother. When somebody ask me:'' Who is your idol?'', I always say:'' My mom.''. They ask:'' Why?'' And I respond:'' Because no actress, no singer, no athlete, no other person cannot replace her, nobody cannot give love how can a big heart of that little women , a heart bigger than herself. No one is more worthy of it, their glory can not be measured with a smile of my mother, with her ​​sincerity, with her voice, with a serenity that brings to my life. Nobody, never.''. When i succeed in life, it will mean that I became you, I've become the most wonderful person on this planet. I want to say that even I could not imagine my life without you, not even for one second. Loves you and will love you forever, Your little, i mean big, but sometimes reckless child. Jelena thank you monsters for gaving my mom yesterday a happy moment, and made her smile, i also wanna thank you all for your support. I hope that she heart my letter and that she knows how much i love her. Again thank you my little beautiful monsters for everything what you have done for me. @andypires89gagaa @laurakorf @monsteradvice @dreamingofgagaa @littlemonsterdestroy75 @gagalover1 @mk171103 @dreamingofgagaa @joanladygaga @eddy.fillon @laeti.j @godalberth @rockylev @tantesui @belen1986 @johnmonster1998 @mh1998 @koonsgaga @littlem80454600 @alexandraaaa @frednglt @isabelbakergermanotta @alejandrogerm16 @federico97 @chruchprayer @carlo.patricio.castro @gagafanmonsterx @toaster33 @monsterrm @murci @juandavid.costarica @kikivg @kevinvanlaere @tryme @nikimonster @susanaw @lauzie1 @vanylovesart @tilen @gmancev @roland.winchester @elmothompson @chruchprayer @marrobv @isabelbakergermanotta @sheena15 @monsterrm @orangesands4 @freedmyself @gagafanmonsterx @freedmyself @marrobv @alejandrogerm16 @gagalicioushooker @ojira @mh1998 @kizzy446 @lilmonsterrambo.u <3